For some reason I thought I did another journal q.q
da ja vu=/

sorry ive been grounded form a food fight at shcool

To BIANCA
IF YOUR GOING TO BLABB OFF ABOUT MY PRIVATE FAMILY LIFE TO THE WORLD STAY OFF OF MY DA PAGE!
ACTAULLY DONT TALK TO ME ABOUT DA IN SCHOOL AND THX TO YOU I PROBLY HAVE TO MAKE A SEPERATE DA PAGE JUST SO YOU CANT SEE AND I DONT WANT TO START ALL OVER AGAN ON DA....
BIANCA THIS IS PITIFUL CUS I DONT EVEN BLABB OFF MY FRIENDS PRIVATE FAMILY BUSSINESS TO ANYONE ASK YINIMI ARIANA KIMBERLY WHO EVER
SO I KNOW I CANT FORCE YOU TO STAY OFF MY PAGE BUT I CAN BLOCK YOU AS SOON AS FIGURE OUT HOW TO
SO NOW I CANT REALLY TELL YOU NOTHING AT ALL AND I'M NOT DUMB I KNOW YOU AND KIMBERLY HERE A LITTLE OF WHAT I SAY TO YINIMI BUT THATS DONE ON PURPOSE SWEETIE JUST SO YOU KNOW.
I'M NOT TRYING TO BE MEAN BUT I DONT WANT PPL BLABBING OFF MY PERSONAL LIFE AND SORRY BUT YOU STAY OFF MY PAGE OR BE SILENT ABOUT WHAT I WRITE OR BETTER YET DONT EVEN TALK TO ME IN SKOOL ABOUT IT OR I CAN BLOCK YOU...THE CHOICE IS YOURS.

And victoria i'm not getting a tablet any more!i'm getting a lapTop
AND I THINK I LOST UR #=/

I am sick and fuckin tired of this mess!
I'm tired of every thing espespialy desriminatation against my race!
you try being called white for talking in fucking complete sentences?BOY DO YOU KNOW THAT MAKES ARE RACE LOOK ?PEOPLE CALLIN ME WHITE BECAUSE I TALK IN COMPLETE SENTENCES?SO AND PPL WONDER WHY I GET SO FUCKIN MAD WHEN PPL CALL ME WHITE ,I
FUCKIN TELL THEM "WHAT I CANT TALK IN COMPLETE SENTENCES BECAUSE I'M BLACK?WHY THE FUK DO PEOPLE EXPECT STRAIGHT DRAMA FROM US,THEY EXPECT THE LOWEST OF THE LOW FROM US?
AND YOU WANNA NKOW WHY?BECAUSE WHY IS FUKIN HALF OF OUR RACE HANGIN OUT SMOKIN WEED IN THE STREETS?WHY THE FUK IS HALF OF MY PEOPLE STANDIN ON THE CORNER SELLING THER BODIES?
AND THESE STUPID FUKIN GANGS!?i'LL BE MUTHA FUKN DAMED IF SOM BODY SHOT ME FOR WHEREN A BLUE T!!
THIS IS WHY MY BROTHAS !THIS IS FUKIN WHY !!!sTOP MAKING STUPID DESICIONS AND BEING SO SELFISH!
STOP HANGING AROUND THE STREETS SMOKN CUS BITCH I KNO YA MOMMA TOLD YOU BETTER THAN THAT!!!I CAN NOT STAND WHEN PEOPLE GO AROUND 10,11,17 YEARS OLD GO OUT OUT AND DECIDE TO FUKIN GO SMOKE WEED WHEN THEY KNOW THERE IS PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT THEM ALOT!!!
JAMES WHAT FUCK IS WRONGE WITH YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!?
WE FUCKING CARE YES WE DO!!!!!I WISH YOUD JUST CARE MAN!!
FUKIN ATE MY CHEESE CAKE!MAN U THINK ITS FUNNY MAN BUT WHILE LAUGH MY FAMILY IS HURTIN STRESSING CRYING OVER FUCKIN YOU MAN!MUTHA FUKIN U !

I'm obsessed with naruto but is it possible to get tired of my own obsession?
I like I av no life, every time I get on the computer I just go on utube,devart, and yahoo....
I'm not in any sports and for strange reason I miss PE.
What else can I with my life besize doing homework,watching tv,drawing,eating and sleeping?Icant go into a sport intill I get better time management and I cant stand being at home being nagged...I dont have a cellphone and when ever one of my cousin's cells get turned off they talk on it atleast 3 hours a day and then they dont put it on a charger so when I find it its dead....I go to a school faraway from my neighbor hood so I live by no friends kind of and after I get home from school I usaulsy have 2-3 hours of freetime...
I'm bored with my life right now...
BBUT I CANT WAIT TILL X-MAS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TABLET TABLET TABLET TABLET TABLET!!!!!!!!!ii getting a wacom tablet!!!!A GOOD TABLET!!!!for $329.00 atleast I hope so...My mom says"she didnt agree to geting one" i got straight B's on my progress report (I take advanced classes) and my dad says I'm getting one... OH WELL I HOPE SO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!if i dont get one ill be heartbroken and emo for atleast month...

I'm tired at living at my grandmas house I wish I had my own for once !!!!
Every day I do somtihng to make some 1 mad!
and its always somthing dumb that people need to get over it!!!
my bad luck streak started when I left my picture for my linoleom on my bus and the next day got and when I asked my bus driver he said no he didnt have it when he did!
so I got a F in art class for the whole day>=[ I know he had it because my x-friend and her mother went to the bus place and searched the bus and they found it folded up in a folder!!>=[
So then I had to start my art project that I worked on for almost two weeks over again and it took a whole week end of getting up doing it then eating and doing it then going back to sleep then waking up and doing some more of it!!!!I couldnt watch TV or play on the computer the whole time!!!
So then I was behind and my teacher said I didnt have 2/3 rds of it
carved when it was do in 2 days so she called my mom and I got in trouble!and thing thing was that day I finished carving it!!>=[
when my mom knew It was behind and why!I got grounded for 2 weeks cus she called home !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then when I got offf of punishment I decided to try peril celtcer water stuff cus my mom said no to buyin me some vitimin water and she told me I wudnt like and I didnt....
so I poured it out and I got grounded for 2 more days...
then a week or 2 later report cards came out...=s
and I got all a's in conduct (except for my art class cus my art teacher is a hater,I got a B in conduct by the way...)
I take advanced classes and I got a C in my pre algebra and B's in all my other classes. But I didnt get grounded this time I just couldnt go to the movies or to a a resturaunt or a theme park this time !!plus to add on to the me being grounded I couldnt go to the movies with my dad!
and I dont live with him and I only get to call him when hes not at work or doing somtihng else!>=[ my luk has been horible plus now I cant go to my firends birthday party cus my dads visiting his friend out of town and my mom has to work so instead I have to go to my 3 hour long and boring boring put you to sleep boring church instead !!!!!!!!
MY LUK HAS BEEN MESSED UP LATELY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M ALSO TIRED OF LIVING IN MY GRANDMAS HOUSE AND FIGHTING WITH MY COUSINS WHO CANT CLEAN UP AFTER THERE SELF!!!!
I FEEL LIKE MY LIFE IS GOING NO WHERE AND IS NOT GETING BETTER QUIK ANUFF!!!!
I JUSST FEEL LIKE FKDSBFODSKFBHOIASDBIBODSNFJDS!